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"The Seal of
Solomon", Tagore's Visit to the
Ashram,
Soup-Distribution, "Prosperity"
Meetings, Yogic
Fulfilment
In the preceding
chapter I announced that I would write what I had gathered, from
the Mother herself and from some disciples who had been close to
her, about Paul Richard's role in her life. But I have changed my
mind in view of the fact that for reasons of her own the Mother
always wanted to keep his name in limbo. In passing, I shall touch
only on two topics. First, I shall repeat the story which I have
told elsewhere and which I promised in my last article to relate
in connection with Richard and the subject of gambling. Then I
shall correct a report which has been going round for years and
years as authoritative about his first meeting with Sri Aurobindo
in 1910.
The
gambling story has for its scene the boat on which the Mother was
coming to India from France. She told it to me with the
introductory words: "I have gambled only once." Richard
played cards with his friends hour after hour and kept losing
money all the time. His friends turned to the Mother, laughing:
"Madame, why don't you take his chair and bring him some
luck? The Mother answered: "I warn you that if I play I will
take away all your money." They guffawed. The Mother took the
seat — and she did take away all their money! It was by the
exercise of an occult power. She explained to me: "I could
see all their cards as if they had been transparent." So,
knowing their hands she played hers. It was a good lesson to them.
They had to beg her to stop playing.
Four
years before this amusing incident Richard had arrived in
Pondicherry on a political mission. Through a person named Zir
Naidu who happened to know Sri Aurobindo
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he got the chance to
have interviews with Sri Aurobindo on two successive days for two
or three hours each time. The tale is current in the Ashram that
the Mother had asked Richard to find out from some Yogi in India
the meaning of the symbol which goes by the designation "Seal
of Solomon", popularly called also "Star of David".
Sometimes it is taken to be a pentagram such as the Middle Ages of
Europe employed in magical practices and such as is supposed in
India to cure the scorpion-sting if not the snake-bite too. But
really it is a hexagram and, under its second name, it is at
present the official emblem of the State of Israel — a
six-pointed star made of two intersecting triangles with their
apexes in opposite directions up and down. With the triangles
isosceles in shape, enabling a square to be formed at the centre
of their intersection and holding within the square some
significant additional design — wavy lines for water and a
lotus resting on them — the Seal of Solomon is also Sri
Aurobindo's spiritual symbol. When it is said to have been shown
to Sri Aurobindo by Richard, Sri Aurobindo is reported to have
given an interpretation which completely satisfied the Mother when
Richard conveyed it to her on his return to Paris. Unfortunately
this fascinating tale has turned out to be mythical.
When
a biography of Sri Aurobindo was being prepared by A. B. Purani in
1957, the Mother was asked to consider the statement: "Mother
had given Richard some questions which he had to get solved by
some spiritual person in India." The Mother inscribed a
twice-underlined "Omit" above statement. In the margin
she wrote: "Not correct. I never gave him any questions to be
solved." She also commented on another sentence of Purani's.
Purani had written: "One of the questions which the Mother
had asked related to the symbolic character of the 'Lotus'."
Above the words "which the Mother had asked", her
comment ran: "Not I. Probably Richard himself."
All
this, however, does not mean that the Mother had nothing to do
with the Seal of Solomon or with the Lotus as symbols. The
Ashram's Research and Archives Library is in possession of a
manuscript of the Mother dating probably to 1912 and certainly
earlier than 1914, the year of her first arrival in Pondicherry —
a manuscript not only relevant to
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our study but even
going beyond it to an astonishing fact. Here we see drawings,
mostly geometrical figures. There are some triangles and a square,
near which is written "Croix ou carré d’équilibre
- réalisation quaternaire parfaite” ("Cross
or square of equilibrium — perfect fourfold
realisation"). Below this is a hexagram built of two
intersecting triangles with a square in the middle, the symbol of
Sri Aurobindo minus the wavy wateriness and the lotus! The
hexagram-design is surmounted by the inscription: "Sceau
de Solomon” ("Seal of Solomon").
What is a still greater surprise is
that the same square-enclosing hexagram appears on the cover of
the periodical Le Revue Cosmique started by the Mother's
Egyptian teacher of occultism, Théon,
and managed for a time by the Mother — but now with a mass
of water supporting a lotus inside the square! The opening year
was 1901-02. The Mother was managing it in 1904. Evidently, at
some point after getting charge of the Pondicherry Ashram in 1926
she based Sri Aurobindo's symbol upon Théon's,
giving the inner design a more stylised shape. The final version
of it was fixed by her on 6th May, 1964.
The
Mother's first visit to Pondicherry lasted about a year. Owing to
circumstances created by the First World War she went back to
France for a while and then sailed for Japan. In Japan she came
into contact with Tagore. Tagore had the habit of meditating every
morning at a fixed hour. The Mother once told us: "I could
follow him in his meditation and know exactly what was happening.
On the mind-level he used to get a touch of Sat-chit-Ananda."
The
Mother left Japan in 1920 and came to join Sri Aurobindo. Several
years later — some time after I had settled here in December
1927 — Tagore who was on a boat passing by Pondicherry
stopped to pay a call on Sri Aurobindo. Nolini took him upstairs
where at the other end of the meditation hall Sri Aurobindo was
standing to receive him. As soon as Tagore entered and saw Sri
Aurobindo he flung his cap away and ran towards him and made as if
to embrace him. Sri Aurobindo extended his arms and caught
Tagore's hands. Then they sat down for a talk. The Mother sat on a
stool near Sri Aurobindo.
Nolini
was also present at the meeting and that is how
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we came to know what
happened there. Most of the talking was done by Tagore. He
described what he had accomplished in Europe and asked Sri
Aurobindo: "Why do you not got to Europe and spread your
message?" Sri Aurobindo answered : "If Europe wants my
message, it is bound to come here." Tagore seems to have been
struck by Sri Aurobindo's lack of any desire to make himself
famous or to preach his philosophy.
When
the interview was over, Nolini brought Tagore down, followed by
the Mother who halted near the bottom of the staircase. Later
Tagore asked Nolini: "Who was that lady sitting near Sri
Aurobindo? Is she his secretary?" Nolini answered: "She
is the Mother." Tagore exclaimed: "Oh, Mirra Richard? I
could not recognise her."
If
I remember aright, the Mother had passed through an illness just
before Tagore's visit. She had become rather emaciated. Perhaps
that was partly why he could not recognise her. To some extent the
reason may be that she was in a sari, a costume in which the
Bengali poet had never before seen her. Another cause must be the
fact that in the eight years since her stay in Japan she had grown
in spiritual stature and could manifest a greater divine Presence.
A
few years after Tagore's interview the Mother's body again
suffered — now a much more serious illness as a result of
nearly four years of the physico-spiritual practice of what we
knew as Soup-distribution. Every evening, at first in the upstairs
verandah of the "Library House" (9 rue de la Marine) and
later in what is now the Reception Room downstairs in the same
building, we used to sit in semi-darkness, meditating. The Mother
would be in a chair in front of us. Champaklal would bring a big
cauldron of hot soup and place it on a stool in front of her. He
stood by while she went into a trance. After some minutes, with
her eyes still shut, she would spontaneously stretch out her arms,
and her palms were poised over the cauldron. She was transmitting
the power of Sri Aurobindo into the soup. After a while her eyes
opened and she withdrew her hands. Then the distribution started.
Each of us went to her, bent down on our knees and gave her our
enamel cup. Then with a ladle she poured the soup from the
cauldron into our cups. Before handing each cup back she would
again withdraw
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inward with eyes
half shut and take a sip. Sometimes after the sip she was lost
once more in a trance and we had to wait until she came out of it.
When the time was rather long she gave a faint apologetic smile.
The occult truth behind the ceremony was that she was putting
something of her own spiritualised subtle-physical substance into
the soup in our cups. This was naturally a strain on her which
could be compensated only if something in our being went out to
her in return. Unfortunately the yogic traffic was often one-way.
The consequence was a severe strain on the Mother's body. This
strain was the real cause of her illness. Sri Aurobindo is
reported to have said under his breath: "Brutes!"
The
Mother suffered for quite a time. At one point she called the best
physician in the town. Dr. Amaladas, not to prescribe any medicine
but to consider the outer symptoms and diagnose where the damage
had resulted. His diagnosis was meant to help the Mother and Sri
Aurobindo to focus their curative spiritual force.
The
Soup-distribution was never resumed. But, of course, the Mother's
giving of her energies to us went on in different ways, and many
of the physical troubles she later had were due to the inner
road-blocks in the course of her disciples' sadhana.
With
the stoppage of the Soup-distribution there came an end also to
the most interesting meetings she used to have with a few of us in
the "Prosperity"— room above the soup-hall. Among
other activities, some talks were given there by the Mother. I
would take them down in shortened longhand, and reconstruct them
afterwards. They have appeared, with the Mother's approval, in
book-form as Words of the Mother, Third Series. The Mother
once remarked to me that something of her living manner had come
into the reports.
As
far as I remember, the number of people she had decided to admit
into those pre-soup sessions was 24. To each of us she gave a
number. Number I was for René,
the Mohammedan boy, originally named Yakub, who belonged to an
aristocratic family from Hyderabad. Many members of it had become
Ashramites. They were the first Mohammedans to join the Ashram,
just as Lalita and I were the first
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Parsis. Both of us
were included in the "Prosperity" — group. Her
number was 2 and mine 15. I believe number 24 was that of
Doraiswamy, the well-known advocate of Madras who used to come to
the Ashram every week-end and was extremely devoted to the Mother
and Sri Aurobindo.
An
interesting bit of occult news I heard in the early days of my
stay here when I was very chummy with the central group of the
sadhaks — Nolini, Amrita, Purani, Anilbaran, Champaklal,
Dyuman, Rajangam, Pavitra — was that, when in a past life of
theirs Sri Aurobindo had been Leonardo da Vinci and the Mother
Mona Lisa, Doraiswamy had been Francis 1, King of France
(1494-1547).
Francis
1 was renowned for his love of art and chivalry, he was a patron
of Renaissance learning and founded the Collège
de France. In his arms Leonardo is said to have died.
It
was one of the impressions of Sri Aurobindo that in a past life I
myself had been in Renaissance Italy. So perhaps I had some
connection not only with Leonardo and Mona Lisa but also, through
the former, with Francis 1. That may explain why I was very
friendly with Doraiswamy. We were also psychologically similar in
one respect. The Mother said that in the "Prosperity"—
group he and I were the two persons who were perhaps most inclined
to feel helpless by ourselves and to call inwardly for her aid
scores of times each day. I may here remark the curious fact that
the digits of Doraiswamy's number — 24 — and those of
mine — 15 — sum up equally to 6, the number which
means, according to the Mother, "New Creation". A
phenomenon of which both of us possibly felt the greatest need at
every hour of our lives.
At
present not all the members of the "Prosperity" - group
survive in the Ashram. Some died and some withdrew from the
Mother's side, through it is certain that the Mother's inner
enfoldment of her children could never cease. Yes, she has
specifically declared that she would never abandon anybody. This,
however, does not mean that she would go all out to get a person
back. Her action was always guided by spiritual insight into each
particular case. I well remember once saying to her about a
certain sadhak: "I am quite sure that if you gave the least
sign he would come back to you." The Mother answered in
effect: "I know he will come back
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if I call him. But
the problem he faced in himself in the past will not be solved. It
was a crisis of such a kind that it will recur in the future —
unless his soul makes a free choice to come back to our fold. In
all such critical and basic situations the decision must
spontaneously come from the soul. I have to wait, even for lives,
for the decisive turn to occur. Only with such a turn the true
evolution takes place."
When
the choice did not have a basic character, the Mother has acted
differently. There was an old couple from France who after a year
or so of stay in the Ashram became misguided enough to leave the
Ashram and stay outside in Pondicherry in association with some
friends. I came to know that they were badly disillusioned in
their hopes of outside success. Two or three times I saw them
standing opposite the Ashram and looking wistfully at it. I never
had any special inclination towards them and I had also heard that
they had said some unpleasant things about me to some mutual
friends, but I saw that here was a need of the inner being and,
putting aside personal dislike, I spoke to the Mother about them.
I told her that if she could somehow let them know they were still
welcome they would run back to her. I do not know what exactly she
did but they were soon Ashram-members again. The old man died in
the Ashram. His wife, after a while, went back to France because
she liked to be buried in French soil. The old man's death was
memorable in the sense that it was the first death in the Ashram's
history.
However,
we looked upon it as an exception and not as the beginning of a
rule. I well remember the time when it was taken for granted that
Sri Aurobindo would complete the Integral Yoga by a transformation
of his very body so that, just as there would be no ignorance or
obscurity in the mind and no impurity and incapacity in the vital
being, the body would acquire a divine nature and be free from
disease, ageing and death. What he as well as the Mother would
achieve was intended to be repeated in their disciples. Not that
one would be eternally bound to one physical frame: one could
leave the body if one wanted but one would not be obliged to do so
by any defect in it, any subjection to the so-called "laws of
physical nature" which have obtained up till now. The death
of the old Frenchman was not taken to
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contradict this
expectation. It was important as a fact simply because no member
of the Ashram had died but it had no far-reaching significance
since he was a man of advanced age who had joined the Integral
Yoga very late in life: no one could argue that the Yoga could
suddenly put time in reverse and perpetuate a body naturally gone
far on the way to a breakdown.
Incidentally,
another condition for realising a transformed body comes out in a
talk recorded by Nirodbaran between Sri Aurobindo and his
attendants. Sri Aurobindo says there: "Amal once asked the
Mother if he would realise the Divine. The Mother replied that he
would unless he did something idiotic to cut short his life. And
that is exactly what he very nearly did!" The reference is to
my taking, under a wrong impression, a huge quantity of a powerful
drug prescribed by a doctor friend during a visit of mine to
Bombay. I took forty-eight times the normal dose and was about to
die. Nirod, after meeting me on 21 March 1940 in Pondicherry,
informed Sri Aurobindo of my conviction that I had been saved by a
special divine intervention. Sri Aurobindo emphatically said:
"Yes."
The
same point is made in a letter by him on 1st August 1938 when I
wrote from Bombay after my accident that I was all agog to know
whether I should pack up for Pondicherry and come away with my
heart still below normal by medical standards. Sri Aurobindo
replied: "You must on no account return here before your
heart has recovered. No doubt, death must not be feared, but
neither should death or permanent ill-health be invited. Here,
especially now when all the competent doctors have gone away or
been sent to a distance from Pondicherry, there would be no proper
facilities for the treatment you still need, while you have them
all there. You should remember the Mother's warning to you when
she said that you would have your realisation in this life
provided you did not to something silly so as to shorten your
life. That 'something silly' you tried your best to do when you
swallowed with a cheerful liberality a poison-medicine without
taking the least care to ascertain what was the maximum dose. You
have escaped by a sort of miracle, but with a shaken heart. To
risk making that shaky condition of the heart a permanent
disability
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of
the body rendering it incapable of resisting any severe physical
attack or shock in the future, would be another 'something silly'
of the same quality. So it's on no account to be done."
It
took me almost ten years to regain half my vigour, which is all
that has been possible. But, considering the old superabundance,
it was enough for the Mother to base herself on it for the
continuation of her work towards the goal she had set for each of
her disciples. The nature of the goal is spotlighted by a short
talk I had with her in the very early years of my Ashram-stay. I
was despondent about myself and said: "I can see that I am
not fit for this Yoga and will never be able to do it properly."
The Mother calmly answered: "Do you think you know more about
yourself than I do? I am not at all in doubt." Then I
suggested: "Well, I may be able to do something in some other
life, some future rebirth." The Mother's response was
clear-cut: "When I speak of the fulfilment of our Yoga, I
don't think of other lives. I refer only to the present one."
During this talk there was no question of the body being kept
intact for the realisation: the question was essentially of having
the will to carry on and never yielding to dejection. This
question, of course, held good at all times, as the Mother more
than once reminded me in later years. But in the wake of my
accident the question of the physical state kept recurring, and
she took always a positive attitude. Even as late as 1966 or
thereabouts she repeated that if I took reasonable care of my body
I would "participate in the realisation of the New World".
But we must remember that this was said before she retired from
all of us and went through the terrible crisis of May to November
1973. With her own withdrawal from embodiment, who can usher
within calculable time the New World in the realisation of which
one may aspire to participate?
As
the Mother established the Supramental Light, Consciousness and
Force on a universal scale in the earth's subtle-physical layer in
1956, the evolution of the New World in the future by the
Supermind's entrance into the gross-material is certain. But
evolution is a slow, zigzag, back-and-forth, up-and-down process,
and human nature is difficult to change without the Incarnate
Divine's pioneering
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sadhana concretely
proceeding amidst us and gathering us up into its own movement
with its constant Grace. Spiritual evolution and spiritual
revolution were a single prospect when the Mother was still
present in her body. In my view, it can be the same only when she
takes birth once more or in any other way reappears on earth.
However,
if the Mother has changed her plans we should trust that she knows
best what is Sri Aurobindo's ever-wise will for the world. We must
go on preparing the field for their Yoga's fulfilment in the time
to come. Hence the continued importance of the Ashram's role as a
luminous rallying-point of the world's aspiration. Hence also the
significance of the Auroville-experiment in international
collective living, with the same fundamental goal as the Ashram,
even though immediate self-consecration to Yoga is not insisted
upon in so integral a way and more concessions are made to the
common difficulties of human nature.
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